Willie Wizzy's

I’m out.

williewizzy — Sun, 20 Feb 2011 06:38:14 +0000

Things just got harder
It just blow hotter
I’m blown all over
Here goes the cold water

Stink hole is gaping
Wretched soul escaping
Everybody joking now
Tell me that funny how

Smack by the reality
Dragged low by the gravity

My clock’s running out
Fuck you lifeless I’m out

First day.

williewizzy — Tue, 15 Feb 2011 03:51:04 +0000

Work in a new place, new environment and higher level of stress. Yesterday, 14 Feb. 2011 was my first working day (What a Valentine!). At first everything seems so simple but it started to break down. I’m confused most of the time. It just beginning and there’s more to come. I know it going to fall hard on me. These few months might be my hardest month. Trying to embrace myself now. May the Lord shines my way and grant me a sober mind.

Quiet is the town

williewizzy — Wed, 09 Feb 2011 09:37:17 +0000

One old car,
Two lazy dogs,
Three spinsters,
Four row of shops.

Silent is the street,
I can hear leaves brushing,
I can hear waters dripping,
Quiet is the town.

When i don’t know

williewizzy — Thu, 13 Jan 2011 13:04:43 +0000

I’m a trouble child
Always tore inside
Always can’t let go
Always lost my way

When I fall so many times,
When I don’t know if I could climb another hill,
When I don’t know what I’ll become,
When I don’t know who I am,

Yours little voice,
To my heart you whisper,
That I should move on without fear,
‘Cause you will always here with me.

1st January 2011

williewizzy — Sat, 01 Jan 2011 02:44:21 +0000

This is my first post in the first day of 2011!

I wish to share this.

“If there’s one thing i learn about success, it created through a performance of a few small daily disciplines that stack up over time to produce achievement far beyond anything you could have ever planned for. It’s choices and small behaviours that build up over the time. It’s a little habit that is easy which can make a difference yet people just don’t do it because it’s easy.

Failure, on the other hand, is just as easy to slip into. Failure’s nothing more than the inevitable outcome of a few small acts of daily neglect performed consistently over time so that they take you past the point of no return. But don’t give up. Don’t start to rush and dig for success. It doesn’t work that way. Think from a perspective of a farmer. Has patience and trust.

…Remembering the shortness of life strips away all the distractions of life and reminds us what’s most important.”

Hope this gives a strong opening in 2011. All the best!

31st December 2010.

williewizzy — Fri, 31 Dec 2010 06:57:21 +0000

Song has finally changed at this very end of Dec 2010. A single event, a moment of life changing. There will be a different set of game plan. No more mid-air hanging. I’m back on track and move on again! I’m absolutely happy of how 2010 end <— "Cause you're amazing, just the way you are!" Got to admit life is indeed a real roller coaster! Certainly a nightmare just ended but it also marks a beginning of unknown journey down to hell. I don’t know about today and I don’t know about tomorrow. Nevertheless I intend to stand strong to face it. Just need to always stay focus and act consistently. Just wait and see…2011!!!

Not that I am able but I’m grateful for the merciful Lord has sailed me through. In His presence I find my way on the uncharted map. Praise the Lord for His lead. I am also indebted to dear family and friends, for continuously stand by my side giving all the necessary supports. Thank you everyone!

“Cheers to a New Year and another chance to set it right!”

**Officially check-out 2010.

End-Beginning

williewizzy — Sat, 18 Dec 2010 12:18:23 +0000

“Glory to God in highest heaven, who unto man His Son hath given; while angels sing with tender mirth, a glad new year to all the earth.”-Martin Luther

Time flies …year 2010 is going to end and I started to look back counting blessing along the way. Not much and not less. Joy, laughs, tears and sorrow I lived them all. I won’t say it’s a very fulfilling year but I’m grateful for everyday I lived. I started 2010 with a broken heart and without expectation. Regret, I have few. Often my heart grounded by the gravity. Although I’m still hanging mid-air right now, i know I shouldn’t lose heart. At least, half of it back to the way it suppose to be.

I foresee 2011 will be another challenging year for me. The pattern might not change drastically but a certain type of direction will lead and different set of face will set in. Next year await for another new voice.

As Oprah says, cheers to a New Year and another chance to set it right. Therefore, I intend to make a change. Not something unrealistic. Simply to get hold of my life, get simple, eat and live healthier, more forgiving and SMILE.

Last but not least, my gratitude flow to the person who brought me here otherwise I won’t be writing. It’s being a great writing year! Also many thanks to those who stay with me on this little page throughout.

Cheers! Prost!

Here’s how i feel about 2010 towards people and things around me, by song and music.

[January] Right to be wrong- Joss Stone
[February] Fix you- Coldplay
[March] Ii Adagio Sostenuto – Rachmaninoff
[April] Turn back around- Lucy Schwartz
[May] When your mind made up – Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova
[June]One last breath – Creed
[July] Burn it to the ground- Nickelback
[August] You and I – Ingrid Michaelson
[September] Sitting, waiting, wishing- Jack Johnson
[October] Beautiful- Eminem
[November] Way back into love – Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett
[December] As time goes by – Frank Sinatra.
[NOW ] First day of my life – Bright Eye

“We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called “Opportunity” and its first chapter is New Year’s Day”- Edith Lovejoy Pierce.

Hobbies

williewizzy — Mon, 13 Dec 2010 11:45:10 +0000

I used to have many hobbies,
Interesting,
Fascinating,
Intriguing.

But they apt to run away from me,
No longer hold me in that special world,
I’m sure I will lose the race
I just can’t keep on track

But it’s always an unending exploration,
Searching among the chaos,
I shall enjoy every little things.
That’s what Williewizzy got to say!

Me

williewizzy — Tue, 07 Dec 2010 02:48:59 +0000

We creates the lives we get to live. Many factors will mold and shape our life along the way too. But do you reach your end in knowing you played well and in noisy celebration for having the boldness of spirit to have constantly confronted your fears, never back down and possibly stand as a model to loved ones?

OR you reach your last day full of pain at the realization that you can do better, be more inspired, regretting that you never took a bold risk and that you just wasted life.

Visiting your mortality reminds you that your months are numbered. Although my life had filled with anxiety and senseless distraction but i don’t wish to lose sight of all i could do….what’s important. It’s time for me to have a good hard look at myself.

Love it that way

williewizzy — Sun, 21 Nov 2010 12:54:49 +0000

You took my heart
Under the spotlight
I tasted love, in my silly fall
Here in love, I give my all

Simple yet so right
You’re so lovely
And love; I can feel that
How can I ever look away?

I count my day
Every day is a blissful day
When I no more could turn away
I love it that way