1. Heed my warning, do not proceed. It can be your sanctuary or your grave.
  2. You are give advantages…you have true poor moral decision. You abused these advantages selfishly for yourself at the expense of others. Today this singular way of thinking will be put to the test.
  3. They say imitation is a form of flattery, but I find it somewhat distasteful for giving the work that’s not mine, especially inferior work.
  4. Like you, I know how it’s like to lose a family. Not be able to protect your loved one. It’s a powerless feeling.
  5. Vengeance can change a person, into something that you thought you incapable of being.
  6. You sit at the bar until closing, you drink so you can sleep…you start it all over again the next day.
  7. Everyone deserved a chance.
  8. Killing is distasteful. There is a better more efficient way.
  9. You want a chance? I give you a chance. I’m the man you called Jigsaw. It’s your duty to bring me in. I know who you are I know what you have done.  This is redemption.
  10. Just give you an option, you can arrest me, or you can explore a method of rehabilitation that can put you to sleep at night.
  11. “I can kill you right now.” “But you are not a true killer. That’s the dilemma.”
  12. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.


Movie quotes:

  1. You was probably the last man standing, now perhaps you will succeed, with the other were failed. You think you will walk away untested? I promise that my work will continue. You think it just over because I am dead. It’s not over. The game has just begun.
  2. Cherish your life. Don’t take it for granted.
  3. With your survivor, came with your obsession, making the wrong choices, thus preventing you making the right one. You want to save everyone. Tonight I give you opportunity to face your obsession.
  4. See what I see.
  5. To walk away, the choice is yours.
  6. One saves a life…one takes it away.
  7. Feel what I feel
  8. His salvation is out of your hand… force him into his position to face his demon. Hand him the tools that will save his life.
  9. You can’t help them. They have to help themselves.
  10. I empowered you to take control of your life, can you disconnect one that brought you and other so much pain. With time your wounds will heal.
  11. What have you learn? Experiences are harsh.
  12. Save as I save.
  13. The key of this person’s life lay upon on your hand, but only after she plays her own part then can you play your role.
  14. Go home.
  15. I told him not to take his life for granted.
  16. Your life is a lie. Now come to the moment of truth. You prey upon kindness of others. Now you will prey on your own life.
  17. I do forgive you. I can let you go but that won’t serve you. I’ll give you a tool to reclaim your life.
  18. Good doesn’t lead to good. Bad to bad. People steals don’t get caught but a good life. Others lie, cheat get elected.  Some people help stranded …but get taken out. Do you understand me?
  19. Patience. Remember who you are saving… time is on your side. Have you learned how to truly save a life?
  20. I’m still among you.

Just feel it!

Today, I joined friends for hiking. I haven’t done that for months, ever since working and now studying hard for exam. But it just crossed my mind to unwind myself. Why bother so much right, so i just do it! The morning dew and fresh air. It was a cool pleasant walk until I stood before a steep valley.

I need to cross over it in order to complete the trail. It’s not easy especially when i haven’t really does much exercise for ages. I proceed… with every step which is killing me and I’m so need of air. I want to breathe hard and walk over it. At some point I just about to give up and turnaround.

Then I remember words …

“Shit happens. We all live in a life that full of problem. Sometimes it can be really sucks. Bad. But I need you to be cheer up too.  I gone through bad stuff, let me tell you how I go through every time. It’s painful and I feel it. I feel the pain, I feel the burn, and it’s really sting. But after that I get better. You know, you shouldn’t suppress it. Just feel it. So look at the bright side. XD” Ms. Invizigold [she’s a cancer patient]

I’m not that bad in situation. Although every step I took to reach the end forced strength and courage. I feel all the nausea thingy and might just faint anytime.  Sweating wet like a pig. Silly me…I even made fun of myself. I’m thinking, if I can do this, I can pass my exam! Well good for me because eventually I complete the route. Damn, everything looks simple but it’s not real! However, I treasure that ‘reminder’. Probably I need to look life in optimistic, by simply feel things around me. Just feel it. Appreciate it.

“Every day you may make progress. Every step may be fruitful. Yet there will stretch out before you an ever-lengthening, ever-ascending, ever-improving path. You know you will never get to the end of the journey. But this, so far from discouraging, only adds to the joy and glory of the climb.” Winston Churchill


Movie quotes:

  1. Death isn’t surprise …you are already dead inside.
  2. What do I want? I want to play a game.
  3. You will always be tested. Can you follow the rules? Can you do that?
  4. You will be put on trial, you will face series of death, you will have to suffer but with each one you also have a chance, a chance to forgive.
  5. Do I bring him* to you or do I bring you **here?
  6. Will you save only yourself…or are you willing to safe another?
  7. You will be surprise what tool can save a live. – (Amanda’s Jaw Ripper saved her life.)
  8. Do not be afraid, your life is just begun.
  9. Time to let go.
  10. We will walk another life. We leave that life (past) behind. When you walk down…there is no turning back. Do you understand that?
  11. Her emotion is also hurt- weakness.
  12. Suffering? You haven’t seen anything yet. Someone like me? Who am i?
  13. Matrimonial always fascinated me. Husband barely looking at their wife’s eyes, wife at back tells…he’s perfect stranger…children, always neglect them. Until death do us apart?, indeed.
  14. If you fail in this, we all fail. If you succeed, we all succeed.
  15. In your desperation, your subject only ‘victim’.
  16. Do not miscalculate.
  17. I wish you final test of forgiveness…you failed. Now you must pay the price, the price of nothing but vengeance, something for you to live for.


  1. Nails bombs and body chains.
  2. Angel trap
  3. Freezer Room
  4. Pig Vat
  5. The Rack aka Twisting Crucifix
  6. Amanda’s Test
  7. Neck’s shotguns

O, precious life!

I got a call from a friend. I haven’t met her for more than a year but that ring could be the last one. In the talk she asks me to visit her during this time. It’s not unusual but not common. I’m curious. Anyway I simply give a ‘no promise’ reply. So, we have nice conversation (i did tell her how bad i’m to deal with my current exam, frustration…etc) until she shocked me with a particular news. It strike me, I’m sad when she tells me she probably can live another 2 years due to a brain tumor. Speechless. (What’s more distress if compare to her?)

A flash back…just about 6 months ago I lost a friend in air crash, 3 months later a friend hit in motor vehicle accident but fortunate to survived and now a cancer patient. What’s next? Really…just 15 min. later, another friend text me in to inform that our close friend caught in a car accident during work which end up really bad. Chain of events…all I can feel is that our human life is so fragile. Hearing this much, the best moment for me to ponder what value in my life.

We live, we dream and we plan. As much as you can planned, nothing is a guarantee except tax and death. It is just a matter of time. We will never know what can really happen the next second. When you sleep, have you ever think…will you wake up from this bed tomorrow morning. Will you be able to wear the shoes you just put off tonight?

Doesn’t matter whether people preach life is of equal value or ‘infinite value because life is only once and that individual uniqueness made is valuable. We don’t know each other but we do share the sentiment that life is valuable- no matter how much some protest regarding it, saying of how worthless,…bla bla bla… be honest,  at the closet moment of death, you scare, why so?

I have no intention to be pessimistic. Just a thought that– shouldn’t we stop contributing to our own death or continue to live in despair. Instead, look at bright side, treasure every moment in life. Give a meaning to your life. That’s the reason sometimes you see a patient is more optimistic than any normal healthy person.  They embraced it and live their life to the fullest, knowing that life is short to them. They want life, chance, longer time and yet it is taken from them. In contrast, any normal person  did everything to condemn their own body so to fit the frame of death. We are just abnormal. Didn’t we? So the phrase, every man dies but not every man really lives. To live life to fullest, do fill what’s empty and empty what’s full.

“Every man dies but not every man really lives.” William Wallace

I recalled someone say to me that her life is not a choice and given no privilege to live her own life. I wish to reply, “so long you breath, that’s the hope for everything.”  Certainly is way easy to say. But the moment you are thinking of giving up, that’s the end of your journey. Hold on strong! Be grateful because every day is a blessing.

* Just think of a new born baby-one tiny life yet so strong inside. This enough to inspire you? (From Melissa Deakin in Flickr: polkadotandplaid)


Movie quotes:

  1. I call you unworthy of the body you possessed and of the life you are given.
  2. I am actually to remain here while you deal with your problem…That’s the problem you gotta solve before it’s too late.
  3. Oh yes, there will be blood.
  4. …get over it. Stop bitching about it, let’s do something!
  5. Not a good idea…he’s testing us. He wants us to survive this. We better play by the fucking rules!
  6. I don’t intend to mock you…but I’m a cancer patient. How could you possibly put me in any more pain that I already in.
  7. The rules are simple… Just remember the rule…
  8. …Jigsaw piece that cut from my subject, was only meant to be a symbol of that subject missing something. The vital piece of human puzzle – the survival instinct.
  9. I’m talking to you. You are not listening. You forget the rules…you are supposed to convince me that I’m your friend. Not led me into false sense of security to your confine.
  10. It is not killing and torturing people according to your sick fucking pleasure. “I never murder anyone…the decision is up to them.”
  11. The second time somebody changed my life, I was guilty. But my life was saved by him. I got myself a father, a leader, a teacher. (you must be dealt, you must be reborn)
  12. Those who do not appreciate life, do not deserved life.
  13. What is the cure for ‘cancer’? The cure for death itself, the answer is immortality. By creating a legacy, by living a life worth remembering you becoming immortal.
  14. So go ahead, destroy it… Now you are locked away, helpless…
  15. GAME OVER.


  1. Venus Fly aka Death Mask
  2. Electrified Staircase Trap
  3. Nerve Gas House
  4. Antidote Safe
  5. Magnum Eyehole
  6. Furnace “in hell”
  7. Needle Pit
  8. Razor Box aka Hand Trap
  9. Eric time Test

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