The love

Your wonderful love

My dear love

Your precious love

Shine strength and hope

What love have you give me

To life have you brought me

Cease my wandering heart

You are to fill my inmost heart

On me and through me

On this restless heart of mine

Pour upon this heart of mine

And I love you endless ages

“First Day of My Life”

Reasons to Love You

SAW 3D “The Last Chapter”

*Courtesy of Lions Gate

Saw 3D was originally scheduled to be released on October 22, 2010, but was pushed back a week to October 29, 2010. (USA)

Mark Hoffman and Jill Tuck will battle over Jigsaw’s legacy.

Saw 3D was shot entirely in 3D using the SI-3D digital camera system; rather than filming on set traditionally and later transferring the footage to 3D. The sets and traps were redesigned to take advantage of this…Producer Koules told horror news website that there are eleven traps in the film, the most ever in the franchise.There is one “trap” scene in the film that producers would not allow in previous Saw films that they described as “too violent”, “too disgusting”, and “just wrong”…”

when i’m awfully low…

Jerome Kern: The way you look tonight

Some day, when I’m awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you…
And the way you look tonight.

Yes you’re lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.

With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart…
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.

Lovely … Never, ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won’t you please arrange it ?
‘Cause I love you … Just the way you look tonight.

Mm, Mm, Mm, Mm,
Just the way you look to-night.

Tony Bennett’s version

Empty white wall

Blood clogged in my eyes,

Brain numb-cold as ice,

I try to write,

But no word rhyme,

Want to get high,

But only a deep sigh,

Study hard for mental fit,

But suffered a study fit,

Now I puke enough ,

And I had enough,

But i want to keep on trying

on my empty white wall.

1/5 left!!!

Since last night i can’t sleep. My heartbeat was abnormal and mind went too excited and anxious at the same time. Result finally released today. After suffered previous humiliating failure, there’s really hard to expect anything. Just like you are hidden in a shadow and never walk out of it.  It’s a cruel and gruesome exam. No one likes this BAR exam.

Atlas, all hard works translated into today’s result. I see some fruit of hard labour. I got a conditional pass! It’s worth of congratulating although not excelling-good. Congratulation, to those who did well and outstanding! My condolences to dear fellow fell soldiers. I know no words can do comfort but still I say to you guys, life moves on.

That one odd subject holds my left feet from stepping into the safety boat really annoying. Referral test will be on this 25 October 2010. It’s a nightmare though because I’m dealing with one of the least favourite subject and it’s come to bite me again. Thanks to everyone who show non-stop supports. I deeply appreciate! It’s a mentally and physically challenging task.

There’s work and test at the same time. I don’t know how I’m going to balance the two but I want to believe 3 weeks later I am fully onboard. I can’t give up at this point. It’s really 1/5 step left…  I only pray that may God bless my every step and strengthen me with abundance grace in His presence at this junction of my life.


During lunch break, we had a short conversation on horror story and ghost. It’s always fun to hear story and to talk about it.

1.       One day, a guy was driving on his way home. While driving he was shocked when he looks at the rear mirror, an old lady smile at him from behind.

2.       A guy driving and stop at the traffic light. Before he turns right he saw a man look kind of lunatic stood across the road. As the guy made the right turning he suddenly felt someone besides him and DAMN, that lunatic dude sat beside him!

3.       2 good friends went for a trip. They shared a room at a beach resort. That’s not a normal night. At about 12.30pm, apparently someone non-stop kicking the floor and bang on the wall, play around with switches and jumping at the empty slot of the bed! (If you want to watch something like that, watch movie “1408”)

4.       ….

And I went back home that night and out of boredom I started to watch Ghost Adventure in youtube. I found that “Clovis Wolfe Manor” is pretty interesting.

Welcome to October, Halloween 2010!