31st December 2010.

Song has finally changed at this very end of Dec 2010. A single event, a moment of life changing. There will be a different set of game plan. No more mid-air hanging. I’m back on track and move on again! I’m absolutely happy of how 2010 end <— "Cause you're amazing, just the way you are!" Got to admit life is indeed a real roller coaster! Certainly a nightmare just ended but it also marks a beginning of unknown journey down to hell. I don’t know about today and I don’t know about tomorrow. Nevertheless I intend to stand strong to face it. Just need to always stay focus and act consistently. Just wait and see…2011!!!

Not that I am able but I’m grateful for the merciful Lord has sailed me through. In His presence I find my way on the uncharted map. Praise the Lord for His lead. I am also indebted to dear family and friends, for continuously stand by my side giving all the necessary supports. Thank you everyone!

“Cheers to a New Year and another chance to set it right!”

**Officially check-out 2010.

End-Beginning

“Glory to God in highest heaven, who unto man His Son hath given; while angels sing with tender mirth, a glad new year to all the earth.”-Martin Luther

Time flies …year 2010 is going to end and I started to look back counting blessing along the way. Not much and not less. Joy, laughs, tears and sorrow I lived them all. I won’t say it’s a very fulfilling year but I’m grateful for everyday I lived. I started 2010 with a broken heart and without expectation. Regret, I have few. Often my heart grounded by the gravity. Although I’m still hanging mid-air right now, i know I shouldn’t lose heart. At least, half of it back to the way it suppose to be.

I foresee 2011 will be another challenging year for me. The pattern might not change drastically but a certain type of direction will lead and different set of face will set in. Next year await for another new voice.

As Oprah says, cheers to a New Year and another chance to set it right. Therefore, I intend to make a change. Not something unrealistic. Simply to get hold of my life, get simple, eat and live healthier, more forgiving and SMILE.

Last but not least, my gratitude flow to the person who brought me here otherwise I won’t be writing. It’s being a great writing year! Also many thanks to those who stay with me on this little page throughout.

Cheers! Prost!

Here’s how i feel about 2010 towards people and things around me, by song and music.

[January] Right to be wrong- Joss Stone
[February] Fix you- Coldplay
[March] Ii Adagio Sostenuto – Rachmaninoff
[April] Turn back around- Lucy Schwartz
[May] When your mind made up – Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova
[June]One last breath – Creed
[July] Burn it to the ground- Nickelback
[August] You and I – Ingrid Michaelson
[September] Sitting, waiting, wishing- Jack Johnson
[October] Beautiful- Eminem
[November] Way back into love – Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett
[December] As time goes by – Frank Sinatra.
[NOW ] First day of my life – Bright Eye

“We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called “Opportunity” and its first chapter is New Year’s Day”- Edith Lovejoy Pierce.

Hobbies

I used to have many hobbies,
Interesting,
Fascinating,
Intriguing.

But they apt to run away from me,
No longer hold me in that special world,
I’m sure I will lose the race
I just can’t keep on track

But it’s always an unending exploration,
Searching among the chaos,
I shall enjoy every little things.
That’s what Williewizzy got to say!

Me

We creates the lives we get to live. Many factors will mold and shape our life along the way too. But do you reach your end in knowing you played well and in noisy celebration for having the boldness of spirit to have constantly confronted your fears, never back down and possibly stand as a model to loved ones?

OR you reach your last day full of pain at the realization that you can do better, be more inspired, regretting that you never took a bold risk and that you just wasted life.

Visiting your mortality reminds you that your months are numbered. Although my life had filled with anxiety and senseless distraction but i don’t wish to lose sight of all i could do….what’s important. It’s time for me to have a good hard look at myself.