Today is the last day of year 2012. The world has not end. Life goes as usual. Same shit different day. It’s a new year soon. Well, i have not giving up in anything i’m doing right now except for my forbidden past. I got really good feeling about 2013. Things will change soon. I believe flower will blossom. Instead of hoping the coming year to treat me well, i think i will treat myself really well and try to live a fulfilling life again. I want to write here more often. As long as i keep writing, this page will stay alive. For myself and for everyone out there,” the fact is, that to do something in the world worth doing, we must not stand back shivering and thinking of cold and danger, but jump in and scramble through as well as we can.” Robert Cushing. Happy New Year peeps!